[Dual Post]

Journal Post

... Well, Ashley and Katherine finally let me use social media again, they. Think. I've. gotten myself together again to handle it. ... Not sure if I should bother, I still don't feel like... whoever I'm supposed to be. I keep looking at my hands... and they don't feel like they belong to me?

I'm not even sure if I belong to me? Like. I keep looking in the mirror. Listening to what Katherine and Ashley have to say. What my mother has to say...

And I don't feel like that person is real? Exists? Is me?

But... I'm... trying...

But the person in the mirror... just seems... not real.

I guess I'll try... and keep going... since I don't want to make them feel bad... and they deserve... I dunno, better than whoever that person was?



Event Post

::This is a girl wearing a placard with a shark hoodie and who might have a shark tail, hanging around the Hybrid Research Lab or Castle & Castle, with the kind of dumb offers of how maybe "X Is For You". You can tell she's not really comfortable in her skin. She's got a nice animal print blouse that doesn't seem like a total sleaze gravity well like certain women.

Maybe talk to her.

Or if you're a jerk, throw a tomato at her.::